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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 10:41 PM
HAPPY BDAE SERA! school today was not so good i guess. i'm bored to death, sitting all alone. no one bother to entertain me or tok to me, all they do is making those silly comments. =.- mock exam was not so gd neither. before mock exam, wanted to go find ms khai, asking her how to do SB. but heard the noise from the classroom, confirm a lot of ppl inside, so decided to go mock exam straight. still tinking whether shld go or not. maybe some ppl will say, den dun go lor but if really wan to say this, oh shut up. or maybe some ppl don't wish me to go, den be it. neither do i wan to go there see ppl having fun and i wan to go or not, seriously, gt nothing to do with anyone. when i said some ppl, i don't mean anyone, it's just a maybe. i hate it so much when ppl call me when they need me. i hate it so much that soon after that, they seem to push me away. i hate it so much of feeling so left out but still trying to fit in. who will side me no matter i'm wrong or right? who will help me when i really in need? who will listen to my nonsense, and cheer me up when i need to? i tink whether i'm sad or not, no one even noe. maybe ppl lik me just can't fit in. xlaura. they alway said this, nothing is impossible. they know that miracle don't always happen, yet they alway believe. so do you? |