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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 6:16 PM
tomorrow going to be a busy day. still thinking whether i should go school or not. oh gosh. sometime those feeling just suck. i feel like a nobody in my class or even at my house. i guess even if i disappear no one will notice anyway. Perhaps the only time they notice i disappear is the time when someone actually need my help or what so ever. i really feel like dying now. i hope tomorrow when i walk on the street some pots just fall down from the building or even when crossing a road some cars just dash across me =.- or maybe when i am on the way to the game, some mad women or man will take out a knife and chop me into many pieces! =.- =.- =.- at least if i really die like this everyone will start remembering me. now all in my mind is how am i going to die. not like anyone actually need me in their life. i'm just some irritating, moody, attitude, kp, gl girl they noe. oh gosh, just let me die. oh wait, i'm already dead... xlauraaaa. i wished upon the stars, but none have come true this time, i will try one last time, i don't wish for being the top of the world, all i want is a chance to prove everyone wrong. Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 8:50 PM
HELLO! MONDAY! i love trng when my coach is angry! HAHA! shall pray hard that she is going to be angry for the next trng. LOL! (I AM NOT SICK!) ohhh! i went to eat dinner with coach and auntie si yin (coach's friend) after trng with sera, colleen and tengjiao. after dinner, we dragged both of them to go starbucks with us to play poker cards. my lame coach was playing some stupid game with teng jiao while the 4 of us is playing cards and loser must kiss someone! HAHA AUNTIE SI YIN DAMN LOSER! ^^ but i likeeee! she wan kiss me wor but i shy shy! HAHA! cab home after that... as for today, i went home after s.s because i don't wan to stay in the kuku school! oh gosh! getting more and more lazy! can't stand myself i have a power nap for 3 hours! lala. ^^ xlauraaaaaaaaa it doesn't matter how others think, because to me, it's just worth it. you worth it. Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 11:23 PM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 9:09 PM
Gym yesterday and today! =DD damn shiock! i like training! whooo~ can't wait for monday trng! anw, holiday is ending soon, and i haven do any hmwk/study for any subject. omg! anw, tmr going ZOOOO with the kuku school. sat gym again! ^^ oh gosh, i lost 0.5 kg just now, but i think i just gained back by eating pizza hut for lunch =.- hehe! oh well! can't wait for tue match. xlaura dreaming of you seem like a nightmare. because whenever i dream of you and i awake, i just can't get you off my mind. Either let me dream of you everyday and never let me wake up or never let me dream of you again. Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 8:55 PM
oh gosh! haha all i can think of this those few matches now. hope they can update the score asap, at least we can noe what place we are standing now. anw, not going to have any trng tmr, since everyone is soooo not free. well, tomorrow...mmmm....
haha, i think ppl ard me is crazy! =DD anw, we just started to love and have fun during trng, yet! we are stepping down soon. disturb coach and her gf is likeee... DAMN FUN LA! ^^ I BET COACH AND HER GF GOING TO MISS US WHEN WE STEP DOWN! of course, our juniors toooooooo! HAHA. damn BHB! oh well. anw, skool reopen
i can slp anytime i like if i feel bored let's see...woke up in the morning, eat den off to slp until afternoon. den... eat and off to bed until evening. POWER LEH! I TINK MYSELF IS COOOL PERHAPS ONE DAY I WILL DIE IN MY BED! HAHA xlauraaaaaaaaa. you open that door, smash the wall, burn the key, destroy it, and hold my hand tight, run with me... but now i'm awake, so it's just a dream after all. Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 12:01 PM
BALL BALLLLL HELLLLLLO! oh gosh. haha i am damn into netball this few days. anw, my form teacher/s.s/history teacher wasn't feeling well on fri... so i have this stupid free period! = waste my time. hope she's feeling better arhh? i wan my lesson back! =D math mmm... hehe. i was busy doing some stuff for the kuku netballers... OHH! did i mention? I LOVEEEEE MY TEAM/JUNIORS. ( i am the OLDEST! batch in the team) so as a very nice seniors, we went to buy some stuff for the B and C teams & our coach + her gf! okay, ART next. i wasn't doing much stuff. slacking like always. WHOOO~ netball next! =D anw, i wan to win the next 3 matches badly. DD= i'm going to step down soon, and i wan to win something! oh gosh... ohhh IT'S HOLIDAY! =DDDDDD ohhh! SIYIN SMELL GREAT! HAHA I WAN HER SMELLL! xlaura. because i'm not going to think about it. i'm not going to think about it. i'm not going to... if i could. Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 11:07 PM
oh come on! lalala. let's see.
oh gosh, holiday also mean that... A MOUNTAIN OF HOMEWORK! still looking forward to it? and let's see, we maybe having some crap lesson? but on a BRIGHT side, at least we don't have to wake up that early? oh ya, next thu! ZOOOOOOOOOOOO =DD Jia you everyone! =D Because life is wonderful! xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i rather drag this on and on, because if so, i still have that 0.01% Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 10:43 PM
Don't wake my dream up. Once again...... =DDDDDDDD oh gosh! let's seeeeeeeeeeeee... althought lessons are boring as usual, but teachers are trying their best to help us. people ard entertain me and make me LAUGH! & SMILEEE! we lost the game once again! yes yes. sorry for making mistakes here and there. but i loveeeeeeeee my team! i have this very shiok warm up! we might complain in the game, scolding others for their mistakes and blaming whoever it is, BUT... don't get us wrong. somehow, in the game it's just hard to think straight. thanks everyone for their support, but we wouldn't give up just yet. another game on fri! all the best people! OHHH! take care my dear teachers, take care my dear friends/classmates/schoolmates/netballers! becoz after this week, IT'S ONE WEEK HOLIDAY! =DDDDDDDD ENJOY! xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i don't know how, neither do i know why. but one thing i know for sure, i just ask for it... Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 8:55 PM
HELLOOOO! =DDDDDDD oh gosh. i think life is great. =DD and ppl ard me is cooooool. they are all nice nice nice ppl and i love them all. small little thing can make ppl smile easily. a word of concern and wat sooo ever... let ur smile SHINE this world up! =DDDDDD hehe haha hoho. match tomorrow at peirce. all the best for my team! =DD and yes, i think i have a very cooooool coach! xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i didn't ask for the star on the sky, the pearl under the big big ocean, neither did i ask for the world, all i asked for is to let me see u one last time. Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 11:20 PM
SHOCKING MONDAY! HEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLOOOO =DDDD i have fun with zhi ying and olieee today! =DD anw, went for run ystd and thx ah boon for pushing me! but i'm hopeless! haha still... not going to giv up just yet. okay, as for today went shopping! i bought some stuff =D and yes yes... i was so irritated by my hair... so i decided toooooo...... HAHAHA. OKAY DAMN COOL! next week going to be a busy week! xlaura. those beautiful stars, shine just for u. Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 6:48 PM
School is tiring. this few weeks are just so pack! oh gosh! haha. i am such a busy busy person. anw, i loveeeeee my class girls! i just find them wonderful! =DD after a bad coughing last night, i am now feeling much moreeee better! =DD unfortunately i am not going to die just yet~ sry to disappoint someee. hehe and thx everyone ard to be so caring! meeting zhi ying ltr on! running with chong boon boon tmr and sun meeting KOH ZHI YING AGAIN! =DDD self to notes:
xlaura. u appeared and den disappear... and den i just realise, how much i need u... Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 6:32 PM
I didn't go gym today, i think they will chase me out straight away when they see me coughing! if this is getting worst, i doubt i can train tmr. as i said, W-H-O C-A-R-E. okay, i'm trying to reach my friend but she just wouldn't pick up! getting irritated. i think myself is such a foooooool. some people might seem like someone u can trust or they are your friends, but they just aren't. they look down on you, attitude you, make u feel lik u r a fool! tired... xlaura. why didn't u ask? why didn't u say? why isn't you? Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 8:49 PM
MY BLOG IS DYING! HAHA omg! i have been coughing lik siao and it's getting worst! oh yes, i am "sick" not those "fever" sick just sick sick? u noe? it's hard to explain but seriously, W-H-O C-A-R-E CA i passed some and failed some? LIKE HELLO! SERVE ME RIGHT FOR NOT STUDYING AT ALL! school is getting that boring that i can't be bother going to school or even study for my exam! but on the second thought, NO SECOND THOUGHT! notes to self!:
xlaura when everything is so wrong, u want to make thing right. but when there's nothing u can do, u feel so helpless and hopeing u can stop thinking about it. |