BLOGGING! =DD OH GOSH! my head is damn pain now. not enough slp, regret waking up that early on sun =.- #$%^&^%$#!!!!! i wan D3000 tooo! nice, i lik. but... NO $$$$ HAHA! OMG! tada! ohhh! i have a weird dream!
xlaura. i knew it, knew it along isn't what i think is just the fact?
@ 12:20 AM
the world is just so small isn't it? oh well, just being random, TADA! blog next time =D ANW, NOW IS 12.20AM =DD
xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa need a break, a long break, a long long break, a long long long break away from everyone else. i'm tired. =.- BED? NOPE! FB! =D
Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 8:00 PM
Didn't really do anything this few days, all i do is slacked around. Anyway, call me if you guys want job. i got this lobang! haha. some puma thing for 2 weeks. FASTER CONTACT ME if you want. for more detail... I DON'T KNOW! haha. just contact me if you want job la. okay, i don't feel like answering any call and reply any message nowdays. so don't talk to me la, leave me alone. HAHA NO LA! so don't contact me that much la. hehe haha hoho. oh gosh. stupid colleen. all her fault! that's why i missed mrs low calls on tue. D= regret... regret... should look at my phone 24 hours. HAHA! tue went back to school wanted to find her and chat with her, but she was so busy leh. okay la, nothing much le. tada!
xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa either i kill you, or i kill myself. maybe it will make me feel better.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 6:23 PM
HELLO! =DD school today was great?!^%$#$%^ those sec 1, just wouldn't listen okay, so after that, we watched this talent time thing in peirce! after that went to tp to eat eat. but mei you kan tao ta DD= mei you yuan fen. mei you... mei you... HAHA okay, after that, since colleen and i gt all the time in the world! =.- we went to hub. wanted to watch movie, but nth much. so j8 next, den HOME SWEET HOME! =DD yes, i am damn bored now. =DDDDDDD...
xlaura
maybe i don't smile / laugh or even talk often,
maybe not much people will like me,
maybe the whole world will attitude/disturb me,
but at least i am still who i am.
compare to last time..., maybe i am happier.
because this is me, no more hidding, scaring, lying.
Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 1:15 PM
HELLO! =DD i shall put back my tagboard becoz colleen asked me to =D hehe. c c c, i am so nice. anw, when i was happily playing my facebook game, someone call me at 12 + guess who? IT'S JOCELYN! i was shock when she called me! i am even more shock WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE SAW THE WHO WHO AT TP WITH THE WHO WHO! $%^&#%^&^% %^& tmd! shld not ans her call, now i am super sad. haiz. I SHLD RUN TODAE LA! IN THE MORNING! DD= den i shld go tp eat! den i shld go KFC eat. den den den DD= haiz... gen ta mei you yuan anw, YAY tmr going back to peirce! wahhh i miss skool. haiz... still gen ta mei you yuan. okay la. blog ltr or tmr! =DD going back to play facebook game. tada
xlaura. no matter wat, wo shi yong yuan gen ta mei you yuan fen. DD=
Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 6:37 PM
Saw this video at facebook and I like =D so ya. decided to share with everyone! enjoy! =DD
ANOTHER BORING DAY! =DD soon, i will become a full time pig =D okay, at least i went for a run at the afternoon! from the school bus-stop to TP bus-stop. oh gosh! that was tiring. guess i should run like this everyday. i took about 15 mins to run from here to there and the bus only took 5 mins! $%*^%$###@#!#*&^@ okay, went home then slack. hope tomorrow i will go running and hope my legs will not stop and run faster. i'm going back to school on tue! hopefully! yay! i am so going to find mrs low =DD
xlaura. Still trying, until the day I can let go.
Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 6:32 PM
Maybe just a small little simple thing will make people smile. It's enough. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe not. Maybe I once misunderstood the whole thing, and sorry if I did. Maybe it's time to let go, what's the point of holding on? I've tried, but hurt. Never once blame others, neither do I blame myself. Maybe it's time to put a stop, maybe it's time to stop lying. Who am I kidding to? Why do people want to lie when there is not even a need to. Is lying really that fun? Maybe it's time to stop thinking how to fit in, maybe it's time to stand on your ground when everyone is giving in. Time don't wait, so cherish every moment. Regret seem to be my best friend now, and hopefully, it's only belong to me. For this choice, I don't. Stop being someone you are not, stop pretending. Isn't being yourself the best? Is actually easy to make people smile, and it's also very easy to hurt someone else. MAYBE, maybe... MAYBE it's time for me to go back to facebook and play CAFE WORLD! =DD TADA!
xlaura The chance is small, but I still want to try. I know it's impossible, but I don't care.
Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 12:29 PM
HELLO! haha okay, i shall edit this post! =D yes, todae supposed to go skool and help out some stuff, but the mrs yau! damn blur la. is next tue, not todae. DD= i was super happy when i heard that todae i will be going back to peirce! anw, 2.30 meet colleen to have my PRATA! =DD i can't finish it! HAHA! went to tp to buy stuff for mrs low. wanted to buy pen... but ... weird. so ended up buying donut for her! and guess wat? i went back to skool! went up to her homeroom and she was not there! called her! and she had already left skool DD= she is damn cool la! SHE CAN EVEN NAGGED ME ON THE PHONE! =.- oh gosh! i wan go back to peirce. i miss skool life. yes yes. peirce is not really a gd skool! haha but still, kinda enjoy myself there =D tue will be going back to skool! =D hopefully, mrs yau! didn't forget the date again. tada!
xlaura wat is love? wat is like? wat's dislike and wat's hate? i hate them, dislike them or like them? i like u, hate u, or love u? i love her, hate her or like her? i dislike him, love him or like him?
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 2:53 PM
HELLO! just come back from the interview! hopefully next week she will call me leh. went to eat after that, BUGIS! colleen working there, feel free to go there and disturb her. didn't run todae, becoz gt interview! not i lazy! HAHA but running tmr. JOIN ME JOIN ME! =DD maybe tmr going to shopppppping =D maybe la. becoz some kuku wanted to play maple. i wanted to put back my tagboard leh haha. i wan c wat ppl tag me. but my friend ask me to del it. TMD! haha. but i still love her! even she asked me to del my tagboard! and everytime nag me when i didn't study during the N level time! =D hehe i miss mrs low! haha. i wan her to nag me! OHH! HAHAHA! PRAY HARD I PASS MY SCI PAPER! =D DEN SHE WILL GO OUT AND EAT EAT WITH ME! okay la. tata blog next time! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD 1 more day to wed. 14/10/09 2 more days to thu. 15/10/09 3 more days to fri. 16/10/09 YAY! and go on and on and on i hate sat and sun! haha
xlaura.
Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 2:38 PM
YOYOYO! =DD CAFE WORLD AGAIN! okay, i dunnoe why i keep on blogging! haha. too sian le ba. anw, went to run run in the morning, all i can run is 2 rounds ard the track! haha CANNOT MAKE IT! oh well.. going to run every morning! =DD I WILL OKAY! AND I WAN LEARN BAKING, LEARN HOW TO PLAY SKATEBOARD, AND.... many many more! =D yay! next week matthew going to teach me how to skate, and going to run with ho woon at bishan park tmr. but i tink hor.... =.- he run himself, i run mine! becoz i confirm run slower den him. ohh, li ping, colleen, germaine, shermane and lyn may wan go fishing next week? tell me in msn if u wan/dun wan. BUT PLS TELL ME! PLS PLS PLS! i wan to make gd sure of my holiday! =DD tada.
xlaura. if onli i can hold on a little bit more... if onli i can turn back the clock... if onli... if onli... time dun wait for people isn't it?
Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 4:51 PM
ROTTING AT HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =DDD haha. kinda love this feeling... ??? okay la, but i dunnoe wheather i wan work or not leh. oh gosh, i wan go out, but i dunnoe wheather shld i call ppl out or not, and i dunnoe who to call and where to go! D= aiyo, i tink i be a full-time pig better! HAHA LOL! why did i call myself pig? pig is cute =DD OKAY! I SHALL STOP TOKING TO MYSELF =DD ohh ohh ohhhhhhhhhh.... =DD I STILL WAN TO WORK! LALALA =DD ever since that day, this feeling getting worst. i try to stop tinking, but ... i just can't. i dun noe wat's wrong with me... i just wan to tok to someone but i'm afraid ... i don't know wat i'm scare of... is just... no one is worth to trust now? friend lie to friend, some will say, becoz i don't wish to hurt u. and some will say, becoz i don't wan to make thing big or worst. while some, just lie becoz they wan to. isn't white lie a lie ? keeping/hiding the fact/truth isn't it a form of lie too? yes, i'm a liar too, but i don't lie to others, or do i wish to lie to others. oh well, who in the earth wan to lie to others! HAHA! so dun lie! becoz once u lie, u need to cover it with another lie! if u wan to lie, make it simple and short, simple so that u can easily cover it with another lie and short so that u can easily rmb wat u say. =DD HAHAHA! =X OIE OIE BUT I DON'T REALLY LIE! of course sometime i do lie la. WHO IN THI EARTH NV LIE, OMG. I GT TO STOP TOKING TO MYSELF! HAHA
xlaura. in replaced memories. memories might seem lik a dream, but those dream belong to me. i am the only person that have those memories, those laugter, those smile, those tear that roll down, those memories, all belong to me.
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
oh gosh, i am rotting at home. but kinda lik this feeling! hehe. becoz i can do wadeva i lik =D becoz it is H-O-L-I-D-A-Y! n level reult is on dec 18! hehe, as long as not dec 16 i dun care! dec 18... haiz... oh well. playing this facebook game, cafe world. damn fun! but damn lag! i wan job, i wan learn something new! but no one pei wo. nvm, must find thing to do. oh gosh! i tink i am in my own world.. forever. =/ i hate crowd, as in a grp of ppl which is more den 5? or something? i dunnoe. i dun hate la, as long as i understand wat those ppl toking or gt thing to tok. =D but i do mind when i gt nth to say and i dun understand their topic D= i hate it esp when i tok to someone they dun reply. arghh msn also. hate it when ppl dun reply me when they actually there! damn asshole. hate it hate it hate it. somehow, i hate/dislike my life. ohh well, is still my life isn't it? =DD
xlaura. u r tearing me apart. thousand of swords going through my heart one by one, breaking into million of pieces and yet, i have to pick it up by myself...
@ 12:26 AM
okay, i'm del my tagboard. so nobody will spam it ever again. will also try to blog less, so nobody will comment that much. oh wait, THAT'S MY BLOG! I CAN BLOG WAT I WAN! HAHAHAHA! totally nonsense.
xlaura. friends
Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 4:37 PM
YSTD! HAPPY BDAE GERMAINE PHUA FISHBALL! thu was the last paper for me,
which mean no more skool from that day onward
which also mean i'm going to rot at home.
ohh! i saw something coool at hub.
i wanted buy something for mrs low! first time in my life i actually like chem.
maybe buying for her, maybe not la. hehe. must c first.
anw, for todae, went to watch a movie.
eat, den HOME sweet HOME
okay la nth much le.
ohh ya, olivia lee is a idiotic, mean and evil person!
i told her i am sad, den she said, go cry lor! cry enough den come back and look for her!
SHE is such a asshole! =DD
xlaura.
never trust others,
no one is worth to trust.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 10:17 PM
i find out something, and maybe, just maybe, i noe who those spammer are. disappointed, i thought is just me and my tinking, now i really noe who they are, i finally realize, maybe ppl lik me just can't fit in with them. i apologise for tinking that is them at first, but now, i take it back, becoz they r not just a liar, also someone who dare to do, dun dare to own up. apologise when u r wrong, how funny is that. i'm not that strong enough, i can't forgiv or forget. i thought i could, and i thought i will, but now, i take it all back. i noe they will deny, i noe they will nv apologise, den be it. i maybe not a very nice person or what so, but i am not a liar or a coward. xlaura. everything is fake, they are, i am, everything.
Monday, October 5, 2009 @ 4:38 PM
f**K! I SCREW MY HISTORY PAPER! study study study for nothing. sci paper was okay, i den need a A, i just wan a B4! that's it. i dun need my comb human to get a A too. my aim is really simple, math A1/A2, art A2/B3, comb hum B3/B4, sci B4, chinese B4, and english C5! THAT'S ALL I WAN! DD= i tink i'm going to screw my art paper too. i need scanner, but no one able to help me. forget it. n level is such a waste of time. 3 years and 9 months of studying, is just a waste of time. everything is a waste of time. i tink i'm going to fail my n level, maybe i shld tink of wat ITE i shld go now. tada! and pray hard ITE will take me.
xlaura. crash.
Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 8:45 PM
I'M STU(DYING) HAHA!
all the best! for all!
xlaura.
those feeling is no longer the same now.
those smile, laughter, happiness,
who am i kidding to?
i'm lost.
Saturday, October 3, 2009 @ 8:09 PM
Nothing much abt skool on fri.
LAST DAY OF SKOOL = MON IS THE START OF N LEVEL!
other skool teachers came to peirce to play some games!
so being a very kpo and a lazy girl to go home study, i stayed and watched the game.
NETBALL! mrs low was playing, so i went there to support!
she was injury! dunnoe which skool teacher nv cut her nails! TMD! haha
stayed for night study, den went to play lantern with lp, ks, f, and hj.
reached home quite late and slept at 1+
sent a email to ms khai when i reached home last night,
it took me for lik 15 - 30 mins to write that stuff to her. =.-
i noe some stuff i shldn't write, but i dun wan to lie i'm sry, i just can't make any promise.
as for todae, just started study and realize i gt so much to cover.
omg, this is stressing me! not really la. =.-
i tink tmr i den will be really scare.
my mother is siao now.
she scolded my sis and i for no reason. =.-
my jiejie went bathing and she scolded her for bathing so long.
den my aunt and her husband keeps adding oil to the fire.
okay la, i'm going back to the irritating HITLER!
so much to study! D=
LOL!
ohh ya! HATE OLIVIA LEE! she keeps cursing/saying i fail my s.s sbq!
SI TMD!
xlaura.
what my mind tinking is not what my heart is feeling.
maybe... is just numb now.
is funny and fun,
but is not the thing i'm looking for.
Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 6:07 PM
hello. skool todae was alright, all i can said is, i really get angry very easily nowdays, ever since last wed. i dunnoe why, anw tmr is the last day of skool, so just let me go with my way. as in, just dun irritate me or something, i scare i can't control and start scolding/attitude. =.- need to drink some stuff to cool down! anw, dun tink here tink there becoz tinking make trouble i dun get it, why can't u just ask me straight? i dun blame u for not believing me, but somehow, i rather u ask me. dun blame those ppl who tell me, i force those ppl to. as wat i said, tmr is the last day of skool, if u dun believe me, nvm, but i always thought is ur job to. haiz, i find it weird that a person can actually change 180 degree, faster that a girl change her shirt.
xlaura. the happiness that i'm looking for, is missing.
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 4:57 PM
BLOGGING! =DD OH GOSH! my head is damn pain now. not enough slp, regret waking up that early on sun =.- #$%^&^%$#!!!!! i wan D3000 tooo! nice, i lik. but... NO $$$$ HAHA! OMG! tada! ohhh! i have a weird dream!
xlaura. i knew it, knew it along isn't what i think is just the fact?
@ 12:20 AM
the world is just so small isn't it? oh well, just being random, TADA! blog next time =D ANW, NOW IS 12.20AM =DD
xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa need a break, a long break, a long long break, a long long long break away from everyone else. i'm tired. =.- BED? NOPE! FB! =D
Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 8:00 PM
Didn't really do anything this few days, all i do is slacked around. Anyway, call me if you guys want job. i got this lobang! haha. some puma thing for 2 weeks. FASTER CONTACT ME if you want. for more detail... I DON'T KNOW! haha. just contact me if you want job la. okay, i don't feel like answering any call and reply any message nowdays. so don't talk to me la, leave me alone. HAHA NO LA! so don't contact me that much la. hehe haha hoho. oh gosh. stupid colleen. all her fault! that's why i missed mrs low calls on tue. D= regret... regret... should look at my phone 24 hours. HAHA! tue went back to school wanted to find her and chat with her, but she was so busy leh. okay la, nothing much le. tada!
xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa either i kill you, or i kill myself. maybe it will make me feel better.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 6:23 PM
HELLO! =DD school today was great?!^%$#$%^ those sec 1, just wouldn't listen okay, so after that, we watched this talent time thing in peirce! after that went to tp to eat eat. but mei you kan tao ta DD= mei you yuan fen. mei you... mei you... HAHA okay, after that, since colleen and i gt all the time in the world! =.- we went to hub. wanted to watch movie, but nth much. so j8 next, den HOME SWEET HOME! =DD yes, i am damn bored now. =DDDDDDD...
xlaura
maybe i don't smile / laugh or even talk often,
maybe not much people will like me,
maybe the whole world will attitude/disturb me,
but at least i am still who i am.
compare to last time..., maybe i am happier.
because this is me, no more hidding, scaring, lying.
Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 1:15 PM
HELLO! =DD i shall put back my tagboard becoz colleen asked me to =D hehe. c c c, i am so nice. anw, when i was happily playing my facebook game, someone call me at 12 + guess who? IT'S JOCELYN! i was shock when she called me! i am even more shock WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE SAW THE WHO WHO AT TP WITH THE WHO WHO! $%^&#%^&^% %^& tmd! shld not ans her call, now i am super sad. haiz. I SHLD RUN TODAE LA! IN THE MORNING! DD= den i shld go tp eat! den i shld go KFC eat. den den den DD= haiz... gen ta mei you yuan anw, YAY tmr going back to peirce! wahhh i miss skool. haiz... still gen ta mei you yuan. okay la. blog ltr or tmr! =DD going back to play facebook game. tada
xlaura. no matter wat, wo shi yong yuan gen ta mei you yuan fen. DD=
Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 6:37 PM
Saw this video at facebook and I like =D so ya. decided to share with everyone! enjoy! =DD
ANOTHER BORING DAY! =DD soon, i will become a full time pig =D okay, at least i went for a run at the afternoon! from the school bus-stop to TP bus-stop. oh gosh! that was tiring. guess i should run like this everyday. i took about 15 mins to run from here to there and the bus only took 5 mins! $%*^%$###@#!#*&^@ okay, went home then slack. hope tomorrow i will go running and hope my legs will not stop and run faster. i'm going back to school on tue! hopefully! yay! i am so going to find mrs low =DD
xlaura. Still trying, until the day I can let go.
Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 6:32 PM
Maybe just a small little simple thing will make people smile. It's enough. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe not. Maybe I once misunderstood the whole thing, and sorry if I did. Maybe it's time to let go, what's the point of holding on? I've tried, but hurt. Never once blame others, neither do I blame myself. Maybe it's time to put a stop, maybe it's time to stop lying. Who am I kidding to? Why do people want to lie when there is not even a need to. Is lying really that fun? Maybe it's time to stop thinking how to fit in, maybe it's time to stand on your ground when everyone is giving in. Time don't wait, so cherish every moment. Regret seem to be my best friend now, and hopefully, it's only belong to me. For this choice, I don't. Stop being someone you are not, stop pretending. Isn't being yourself the best? Is actually easy to make people smile, and it's also very easy to hurt someone else. MAYBE, maybe... MAYBE it's time for me to go back to facebook and play CAFE WORLD! =DD TADA!
xlaura The chance is small, but I still want to try. I know it's impossible, but I don't care.
Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 12:29 PM
HELLO! haha okay, i shall edit this post! =D yes, todae supposed to go skool and help out some stuff, but the mrs yau! damn blur la. is next tue, not todae. DD= i was super happy when i heard that todae i will be going back to peirce! anw, 2.30 meet colleen to have my PRATA! =DD i can't finish it! HAHA! went to tp to buy stuff for mrs low. wanted to buy pen... but ... weird. so ended up buying donut for her! and guess wat? i went back to skool! went up to her homeroom and she was not there! called her! and she had already left skool DD= she is damn cool la! SHE CAN EVEN NAGGED ME ON THE PHONE! =.- oh gosh! i wan go back to peirce. i miss skool life. yes yes. peirce is not really a gd skool! haha but still, kinda enjoy myself there =D tue will be going back to skool! =D hopefully, mrs yau! didn't forget the date again. tada!
xlaura wat is love? wat is like? wat's dislike and wat's hate? i hate them, dislike them or like them? i like u, hate u, or love u? i love her, hate her or like her? i dislike him, love him or like him?
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 2:53 PM
HELLO! just come back from the interview! hopefully next week she will call me leh. went to eat after that, BUGIS! colleen working there, feel free to go there and disturb her. didn't run todae, becoz gt interview! not i lazy! HAHA but running tmr. JOIN ME JOIN ME! =DD maybe tmr going to shopppppping =D maybe la. becoz some kuku wanted to play maple. i wanted to put back my tagboard leh haha. i wan c wat ppl tag me. but my friend ask me to del it. TMD! haha. but i still love her! even she asked me to del my tagboard! and everytime nag me when i didn't study during the N level time! =D hehe i miss mrs low! haha. i wan her to nag me! OHH! HAHAHA! PRAY HARD I PASS MY SCI PAPER! =D DEN SHE WILL GO OUT AND EAT EAT WITH ME! okay la. tata blog next time! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD 1 more day to wed. 14/10/09 2 more days to thu. 15/10/09 3 more days to fri. 16/10/09 YAY! and go on and on and on i hate sat and sun! haha
xlaura.
Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 2:38 PM
YOYOYO! =DD CAFE WORLD AGAIN! okay, i dunnoe why i keep on blogging! haha. too sian le ba. anw, went to run run in the morning, all i can run is 2 rounds ard the track! haha CANNOT MAKE IT! oh well.. going to run every morning! =DD I WILL OKAY! AND I WAN LEARN BAKING, LEARN HOW TO PLAY SKATEBOARD, AND.... many many more! =D yay! next week matthew going to teach me how to skate, and going to run with ho woon at bishan park tmr. but i tink hor.... =.- he run himself, i run mine! becoz i confirm run slower den him. ohh, li ping, colleen, germaine, shermane and lyn may wan go fishing next week? tell me in msn if u wan/dun wan. BUT PLS TELL ME! PLS PLS PLS! i wan to make gd sure of my holiday! =DD tada.
xlaura. if onli i can hold on a little bit more... if onli i can turn back the clock... if onli... if onli... time dun wait for people isn't it?
Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 4:51 PM
ROTTING AT HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =DDD haha. kinda love this feeling... ??? okay la, but i dunnoe wheather i wan work or not leh. oh gosh, i wan go out, but i dunnoe wheather shld i call ppl out or not, and i dunnoe who to call and where to go! D= aiyo, i tink i be a full-time pig better! HAHA LOL! why did i call myself pig? pig is cute =DD OKAY! I SHALL STOP TOKING TO MYSELF =DD ohh ohh ohhhhhhhhhh.... =DD I STILL WAN TO WORK! LALALA =DD ever since that day, this feeling getting worst. i try to stop tinking, but ... i just can't. i dun noe wat's wrong with me... i just wan to tok to someone but i'm afraid ... i don't know wat i'm scare of... is just... no one is worth to trust now? friend lie to friend, some will say, becoz i don't wish to hurt u. and some will say, becoz i don't wan to make thing big or worst. while some, just lie becoz they wan to. isn't white lie a lie ? keeping/hiding the fact/truth isn't it a form of lie too? yes, i'm a liar too, but i don't lie to others, or do i wish to lie to others. oh well, who in the earth wan to lie to others! HAHA! so dun lie! becoz once u lie, u need to cover it with another lie! if u wan to lie, make it simple and short, simple so that u can easily cover it with another lie and short so that u can easily rmb wat u say. =DD HAHAHA! =X OIE OIE BUT I DON'T REALLY LIE! of course sometime i do lie la. WHO IN THI EARTH NV LIE, OMG. I GT TO STOP TOKING TO MYSELF! HAHA
xlaura. in replaced memories. memories might seem lik a dream, but those dream belong to me. i am the only person that have those memories, those laugter, those smile, those tear that roll down, those memories, all belong to me.
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
oh gosh, i am rotting at home. but kinda lik this feeling! hehe. becoz i can do wadeva i lik =D becoz it is H-O-L-I-D-A-Y! n level reult is on dec 18! hehe, as long as not dec 16 i dun care! dec 18... haiz... oh well. playing this facebook game, cafe world. damn fun! but damn lag! i wan job, i wan learn something new! but no one pei wo. nvm, must find thing to do. oh gosh! i tink i am in my own world.. forever. =/ i hate crowd, as in a grp of ppl which is more den 5? or something? i dunnoe. i dun hate la, as long as i understand wat those ppl toking or gt thing to tok. =D but i do mind when i gt nth to say and i dun understand their topic D= i hate it esp when i tok to someone they dun reply. arghh msn also. hate it when ppl dun reply me when they actually there! damn asshole. hate it hate it hate it. somehow, i hate/dislike my life. ohh well, is still my life isn't it? =DD
xlaura. u r tearing me apart. thousand of swords going through my heart one by one, breaking into million of pieces and yet, i have to pick it up by myself...
@ 12:26 AM
okay, i'm del my tagboard. so nobody will spam it ever again. will also try to blog less, so nobody will comment that much. oh wait, THAT'S MY BLOG! I CAN BLOG WAT I WAN! HAHAHAHA! totally nonsense.
xlaura. friends
Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 4:37 PM
YSTD! HAPPY BDAE GERMAINE PHUA FISHBALL! thu was the last paper for me,
which mean no more skool from that day onward
which also mean i'm going to rot at home.
ohh! i saw something coool at hub.
i wanted buy something for mrs low! first time in my life i actually like chem.
maybe buying for her, maybe not la. hehe. must c first.
anw, for todae, went to watch a movie.
eat, den HOME sweet HOME
okay la nth much le.
ohh ya, olivia lee is a idiotic, mean and evil person!
i told her i am sad, den she said, go cry lor! cry enough den come back and look for her!
SHE is such a asshole! =DD
xlaura.
never trust others,
no one is worth to trust.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 10:17 PM
i find out something, and maybe, just maybe, i noe who those spammer are. disappointed, i thought is just me and my tinking, now i really noe who they are, i finally realize, maybe ppl lik me just can't fit in with them. i apologise for tinking that is them at first, but now, i take it back, becoz they r not just a liar, also someone who dare to do, dun dare to own up. apologise when u r wrong, how funny is that. i'm not that strong enough, i can't forgiv or forget. i thought i could, and i thought i will, but now, i take it all back. i noe they will deny, i noe they will nv apologise, den be it. i maybe not a very nice person or what so, but i am not a liar or a coward. xlaura. everything is fake, they are, i am, everything.
Monday, October 5, 2009 @ 4:38 PM
f**K! I SCREW MY HISTORY PAPER! study study study for nothing. sci paper was okay, i den need a A, i just wan a B4! that's it. i dun need my comb human to get a A too. my aim is really simple, math A1/A2, art A2/B3, comb hum B3/B4, sci B4, chinese B4, and english C5! THAT'S ALL I WAN! DD= i tink i'm going to screw my art paper too. i need scanner, but no one able to help me. forget it. n level is such a waste of time. 3 years and 9 months of studying, is just a waste of time. everything is a waste of time. i tink i'm going to fail my n level, maybe i shld tink of wat ITE i shld go now. tada! and pray hard ITE will take me.
xlaura. crash.
Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 8:45 PM
I'M STU(DYING) HAHA!
all the best! for all!
xlaura.
those feeling is no longer the same now.
those smile, laughter, happiness,
who am i kidding to?
i'm lost.
Saturday, October 3, 2009 @ 8:09 PM
Nothing much abt skool on fri.
LAST DAY OF SKOOL = MON IS THE START OF N LEVEL!
other skool teachers came to peirce to play some games!
so being a very kpo and a lazy girl to go home study, i stayed and watched the game.
NETBALL! mrs low was playing, so i went there to support!
she was injury! dunnoe which skool teacher nv cut her nails! TMD! haha
stayed for night study, den went to play lantern with lp, ks, f, and hj.
reached home quite late and slept at 1+
sent a email to ms khai when i reached home last night,
it took me for lik 15 - 30 mins to write that stuff to her. =.-
i noe some stuff i shldn't write, but i dun wan to lie i'm sry, i just can't make any promise.
as for todae, just started study and realize i gt so much to cover.
omg, this is stressing me! not really la. =.-
i tink tmr i den will be really scare.
my mother is siao now.
she scolded my sis and i for no reason. =.-
my jiejie went bathing and she scolded her for bathing so long.
den my aunt and her husband keeps adding oil to the fire.
okay la, i'm going back to the irritating HITLER!
so much to study! D=
LOL!
ohh ya! HATE OLIVIA LEE! she keeps cursing/saying i fail my s.s sbq!
SI TMD!
xlaura.
what my mind tinking is not what my heart is feeling.
maybe... is just numb now.
is funny and fun,
but is not the thing i'm looking for.
Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 6:07 PM
hello. skool todae was alright, all i can said is, i really get angry very easily nowdays, ever since last wed. i dunnoe why, anw tmr is the last day of skool, so just let me go with my way. as in, just dun irritate me or something, i scare i can't control and start scolding/attitude. =.- need to drink some stuff to cool down! anw, dun tink here tink there becoz tinking make trouble i dun get it, why can't u just ask me straight? i dun blame u for not believing me, but somehow, i rather u ask me. dun blame those ppl who tell me, i force those ppl to. as wat i said, tmr is the last day of skool, if u dun believe me, nvm, but i always thought is ur job to. haiz, i find it weird that a person can actually change 180 degree, faster that a girl change her shirt.
xlaura. the happiness that i'm looking for, is missing.