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Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 7:53 PM
How i wished, I'm still a kid. Remember when my mother wasn't there with me, i was so afraid. Remember how i snatched the toys away from my sister and played silly game with my cousins Remember how i used to run around like some crazy little girl. But I'm 17 now. I no longer afraid to be alone, I no longer snatching toys with my sister, I no longer playing silly game that i used to think it's fun, because i am 17. Remember when i first entered my pri school, one of the pri 5 senior taught me how to buy food. Remember how i used to say i friend you, i don't friend you. Remember the way i played catching with my friends. But I'm 17 now. I'm too old to play catching, I wouldn't say i don't friend you, i say f**k you, I don't need anyone to teach me how to buy food, no, not anymore. Remember when i was sec 1, and think, that's goes my pri school. Remember how scared and shy i was, toward my seniors and teachers. Remember the first HSM came out, everyone in the school was singing. But I'm 17 now. I'm the most senior in the school, I wasn't shy, I wasn't scared, the feeling just no longer there. Words just came out from my mouth, climbing and running here and there without afraid of falling, doing things that i don't ever think i will, dare to dream and believing in a fairytales. but hey, I'm 17 now. I don't run and climb around like a monkey, because i know i may fall. I have to think before i speak, and doing things with doubt, wondering, can i make it? and i'm no longer believe in a fairy tales. because i'm 17 So how much do you remember? how you used to smile and laugh without worrying anything. I just want to be a kid. That is where everything started, and this is how everything ended, because i'm 17 now. xlauraaaaaaaaaaa. Wednesday, August 25, 2010 @ 9:59 PM
Why do we believe in something that don't exist? O-M-G! Os in 60 days time! so not cool. Anyway, This few weeks is going to be a busy weeeeeeek! I am a very hardworking girl! VERY VERY HARDWORKING! :) HAHA! DAMN BHB I DUN CARE, I WAN TO PRAISE MYSELF! First, i went to find ms lee at night with 3 8 yesterday! And i'm going to join that 3 8 every tue to find her! :) YAY! Next, i'm going to look for mdm koh once a week for phys! OMG! haha. i actually understand what she is teaching today! and next on, i'm going to look for mrs yau for my terrible english! ISN'T I'M JUST SO HARDWORKING! HOPEFULLY I CAN CARRY ON THIS FOR THE NEXT 60 DAYS! hehe, LET'S ALL JIA YOU FOR Os EVERYONE! :) xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaa that's life. Tuesday, August 24, 2010 @ 4:57 PM
"right" When i say I'm just kidding, doesn't mean that i don't mean it. When i say I'm fine, doesn't mean that I'm okay. When i say i can't be bother, doesn't mean that i don't care. When i say i need to be alone, doesn't mean that i don't wish someone to be there. If only life is as simple as 1 + 1, den everyone wouldn't have to snatch their head for answer. IT-COMPLICATED! PRELIM! HEREEEEEEEEEEE I COMEEEEEEEE :) xlauraaaaaaaaaaaa. I can't stop myself from feeling, neither can i stop myself from thinking. Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 9:18 PM
TEA! HELLO! MISS ME? I had a great day today! and for once, i love school like mad! First, i met lyn may and shermane for breakfast and off to school! Have fun with the class. Took pictures with 5As. We are the best! :) Next, 5A2 WON THE YOG CHEER BABY! :) Have cake for our prize and decided to share it with 5A1 and THANKS MRS YAU FOR CHEESE CAKE! After that, TEA with adeline, jasmine, shermane and lyn may! We ate our lunch first and off to tea chapter. We learnt how to brew tea and the white tea is nice. Hope to go there with the girls soon! :)) xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaa "one meeting, one time" Sunday, August 1, 2010 @ 10:24 PM
If I'm going to continue to spend my day like this, I'm so not going anywhere. I need help for all the subjects! yet it's just so hard to find a teacher to help. sigh sigh sigh! Shall just depend on myself. xlauraaaaaaa. 觉得自己真的好傻 , 好傻 |