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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 6:16 PM
tomorrow going to be a busy day. still thinking whether i should go school or not. oh gosh. sometime those feeling just suck. i feel like a nobody in my class or even at my house. i guess even if i disappear no one will notice anyway. Perhaps the only time they notice i disappear is the time when someone actually need my help or what so ever. i really feel like dying now. i hope tomorrow when i walk on the street some pots just fall down from the building or even when crossing a road some cars just dash across me =.- or maybe when i am on the way to the game, some mad women or man will take out a knife and chop me into many pieces! =.- =.- =.- at least if i really die like this everyone will start remembering me. now all in my mind is how am i going to die. not like anyone actually need me in their life. i'm just some irritating, moody, attitude, kp, gl girl they noe. oh gosh, just let me die. oh wait, i'm already dead... xlauraaaa. i wished upon the stars, but none have come true this time, i will try one last time, i don't wish for being the top of the world, all i want is a chance to prove everyone wrong. |