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Saturday, May 29, 2010 @ 9:17 PM
2 days! oh gosh! I can't believe my Chinese paper is on Monday! THIS Monday! Okay, actually i do believe my Chinese paper is on Monday! HAHA! my mind tells me, i need to be scare of this! i need to study now! but my heart just don't feel this way. I went out to study with Isabel yesterday, and shuey joined us afterward! We went bugis after that, and i bought some stuff :) HAHA! i didn't go longboard again! because the time when i saw the missed calls, it's already 11! my phone is really useless! As for today, i woke up early in the morning to go school! xie xie xie lao shi for coming back to school for us! but i reached home, and slept for 6 hours =.- MONDAY THE PAPER JIA YOU! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa thanks for making me laugh when i'm down, for telling me someone actually care. Thursday, May 27, 2010 @ 9:50 PM
PS QUEEN! I had 3 hours of Chinese as usual, but, 3 more hours for after school remedial! But, i enjoyed it as usual too. I think i really need to thanks xie lao shi when my Chinese paper is over! it doesn't matter how i have done, because she really put in effort to help us! She even willing to come back on Saturday! :)))))))) ohhh! and xie xie mrs neo for the wonderful pen! HAHA! everyone is like using it now, and i love that pen! Hope it's my lucky pen. I had returned the storybook back, yes, i haven read finish! I'm going to borrow it after my Chinese Os. Ohhh! HAHA! I THINK PEOPLE AROUND ME IS RIGHT! MY HP IS USELESS! don't contact me that much, it will take forever for me to notice! and yes! :( The guys, sera and heejin went longboard! I want to join them, serious! But my title say it all. I didn't go, i am really very tired eh! try having 6 hours of Chinese and no afternoon nap! :( I promise if Friday they are going, I confirm go! :) xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaa If you play cafe world, I will make sure i will cook your favour food and name my cafe after you, and we will take care of it together hand in hand. If you play pet society, I will make sure i will design my house like your dream one, so you will stay and live with me and never feel like leaving Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 8:49 PM
Mess. Life is in a mess, in many ways. There are things in life we can control, and of course, things that we can't. So yes, life is totally in a mess, when we can't control not only the things that of course we can't control like Singapore PMS weather and the dumb way other people's act and things that we are supposedly can be able to control but just turn out in a mess! I'm trying hard to read finish "My Sister's Keeper" or as many pages as i can! I still got about 1/2 or perhaps 3/4 of the unread parts. Oh gosh. Julia Romano is funny, well, it is to me! especially her conversation with her twin sister, Izzy. okay, this storybook is making me go crazy! I need to study for my chinese instead of reading this book! You know what? I actually wish someone pay me to read now. :) I'm going to clear this book! and borrow more books to read! :)))))))))))) xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaa Your courage tells the world who you really are, Your love story melt my heart. But it doesn't matter now. even if i have your courage , even if your love story made a diiferent. Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 7:03 PM
MONDAY IS ♥ It's hot, but it's okay. :) It's cold, but i don't care :) because, IT'S MONDAY! :) i always have tons of energy when it come to "reopen of school" and yes, when days goes by, ... haiz. But who cares? because, IT'S MONDAY! :) i have 4 hours of chinese! and yes, i'm glad that i had pulled it off, actually, i kind of enjoyed this! Last period was terrible. Ms khaitook over Mr chia! why is it terrible? of course the reason wasn't because ms khai took over the class, but! I have a parent meeting on wed! Chinese Os is 7 days left! still not working hard enough! :( OHH! Jiayi had lent me my sister's keeper! I'M GOING TO READ IT AFTER MY CHINESE HOMEWORK! :)))))))))))0 "It is so easy to think that the world revolves around you, but all you have to do is stare up the sky to realize it isn't that way at all." my sister's keeper~ Saturday, May 22, 2010 @ 6:52 PM
After all, it's nothing at all. what's the point of working hard when there is no one there to say well done? Perhaps nothing i do will ever gain acknowledge. xlauraaaaaaaa nothing going to make this feel better. Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 6:59 PM
Storybook ♥ oh mine, Days to O level Chinese is getting shorter! I have a tired week that tired that i have no energy to study :( school today was pretty fine i guess. I have 4 hours of Chinese today! but i kind of enjoy it! i went back home, all i can think of... SLEEP! :) okay, anyway, I'm crazy in ♥ with this book "my sister's keeper" oh gosh! i never finish a book before! thus, i swear, I'm going to read finish this book! even if i have to lend or steal :) xlauraaaaaaaaaaaa Ignore, ignore, ignore. Thursday, May 20, 2010 @ 11:25 PM
Long day. I have a long day today! not really, perhaps i was too tired that's why to me it seem like lesson never going to end. I have 3 hours of Chinese! and all i did is a compo! i wrote a 5 pages long one, but i took 3 hours :( i really need to learn more Chinese words and learn to write faster! Chinese Os in 11 days time! ohh! i didn't study today, because i slept for 3 freaking hours! freak! I'm so glad today is thu because tomorrow going to be Friday! :) anyway, you know what? i have plan for my June holiday! hehe
xlauraaaaaaa the next second when I'm awake, i then realise that i'm been living in my own world for this few years. but since now i'm awake, I going do what i'm suppose to do now. Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 7:32 PM
12 days I wanted be stronger, much more stronger than who i am right now. I wanted to have the right to dream, dream like how others always do. Chinese Os is only 12 days away, i wanted to score, not just a B but a A. . I wanted to smile like I tio 4D at the end of the day when I'm looking at my result. I don't want to cry and show how weak i am, and saying words that regret. Lastly, I don't like being alone. I don't want myself to score or pass this by myself, I want the whole world celebrate with me with this joy and share it together. So study hard! and prove those who look down on you wrong, and those who support you right. Today is not a good day! I had a tired day and stomach ache! because it's my first/second day. I got back all my result. Shock? surprise? disappointment? regret? sad? happy? Taking back the result is always a mixed feeling. I expected for art due to my nonsense prep and sci for not studying. Disappointment in Math and comb human. Regret for not doing much more when i know i need to, and of course, sad come in. I'm shock and surprise for my language papers, for passing, and yes. happy come in with a uneasy feeling. Because just passing is danger, I can only say myself is lucky. anyway, study hard everyone! for your Os! :) xlauraaaaaaaaa Not that i don't want to fall in love, is that i can't because that heart that once belong to me, is gone at the same day when u left. Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 8:41 PM
Smile, and that's all is needed. I was laughing to myself yesterday mid-night and I enjoyed today! :) I think my coach is annoyed by me. i kept sending her dancing pig la! she made me laugh like siao. funny coach :) miss her and siyin! As for today, phys was super funny! the guys said that I'm a small little kid! WTH right? yes, I went for a movie with Jasmine, Shermane and Germaine! instead of finding ms khai for SBQ helps. Going to look for her next time when she's free. As for my result! I know some people is very keen to know right? HAHA i passed my math only! surprise? i only took back 2 papers la! HAHA! yes, i failed my science, what do you expect? I did the papers within 30-45 mins! what a long post today! :)))))))))))))) xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Tomorrow come first or future? Saturday, May 15, 2010 @ 11:52 AM
thousand and thousand I wanted to blog and i got thousand of thing to say, but i don't know how to end it. There's thousands of thing happening, there's thousands of words unspoken, thousands of second passing by one by one. But what can we do? Nothing. Those changing mask masters need to prepare themselves before going up the stage to perform, yet we? we don't need any preparation, we can just change our face and be a two-faces person as fast as they did to change mask. Perhaps i also needed to learn that skill too. I'm tired, really tired, again. I just need a little help here and there. that's all i ask, is it really that much? LALA! after being such a sad sad sad girl, I'M A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL! :) because i know that hard work DO pay off. why? let me share this with the WHOLE world, since i am so happy about it. you see, it just make me :) whenever i think of it leh! hehe. Okay, let's me share with u guys now, because after this test + that test, here and there! equal? prelim is over! :) lala. and I'm going gym later with Mrs min hao and blur queen! anyway, Qin ai de si yin just cheer me up by talking to me last night! and made me laughed at the computer screen like siao HAHA :) she's still so cute, and i still so crazy in love with her! lala. Ohhh bird bird made me laughed too :) and i like the breakfast i ate during fri with fishball phua phua and flower wang wang. :)))) xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaa I'm not a superwomen, I need help too. Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 4:40 PM
Don't say die. Life is just so fragile. It can just break down any moment and anywhere. You will never know what will happen in your life next. Maybe when you are playing happily at the playground, some pot just fall down on your head and you die. So let's think, do you really think killing yourself is being a coward? No, it's not. Do you know how much courage ones needed to put a end to their life? this courage is harder than telling other I'm sorry, I'm wrong or even I love you. But if you have the courage to end this life, why can't you have the courage to face this beautiful world? Those courage is enough for one to stand up again. :( emo post. It's just so heart pain when someone you love had gone. OKAY! although this never happen to me. But when my uncle's son dead, i just can see how painful he was. Today, i read some yahoo stuff which link to a poly girl killing herself which was super long ago. As a Singaporean (KPO) i went yahoo search about her, and saw one of her friend's blog. (super kpo and by right, i'm suppose to do my art) her friend blog about how beautiful she was, and every single thing but she just die like this... seriously, i need to do art! xlauraaaaaaaa life is so short, we knew. But the only time when we started to cherish, is only the time we have lose it. Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 11:53 PM
Cheater. Define cheat :
xlaura If i am the biggest liar, then you are the biggest cheater. Monday, May 10, 2010 @ 5:32 PM
Do i look like i'm kidding? My feet is super itchy now! everywhere! :( anw, comb human down, left with math paper 2, science and art! and I am DONE with prelim! i didn't study for science! hehe. i got a feeling i confirm fail, decided to work hard after this prelim. But still will try to squeeze as many info as possible! tomorrow math paper 2 and phys paper! lala i have no school on wed! shall chiong my art now! I'm not perfect. I maybe will get angry easily, but this doesn't mean I am unreasonable. I don't like to cry in front of others, but this doesn't mean I have no feeling. I maybe like to complain, but this doesn't mean I'm quiting. I cannot forget, but this doesn't mean I cannot forgive. I maybe changing, but this doesn't mean I am no longer me. I am not like everyone, but this doesn't mean I'm weird. I am suck, but this doesn't mean you rock! xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaa. If life is as simple as 1 + 1, perhaps everyone will live happily ever after. Sunday, May 9, 2010 @ 6:09 PM
22 days left. HELLO! my last post was so emo. Seriously, everyone should really study history! to let yourself know how fortune you are. okay okay, get down to business! first, HAPPY Mother's DAY! second, notes for cold war is done! let's start studying! third, i am super stress now. A few hours ago, i almost went crazy! i went around to tell people to send me picture about connection! lalala! art is driving me nuts! Okay la, thanks germaine for all those nonsense! thanks kim for sending me picture (i dunnoe what is that got to do with connection) and thanks matthew and boon for helping! okay! i shall go back to my cute little notes! xlauraaa I'm just lying to myself, but it doesn't matter, no, it doesn't matter anymore. we were all once 3, where we believed in a world full of magic. but now we are 17, living in a world full of lies Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 8:37 PM
Another ugly face People do change, no doubt. Sometime is just about changing to the good or bad and sometime, is just about who is the one who is changing. It is very disheartening when someone said that you have change when you knew you didn't. It is very disheartening when you wanted to stop them but they just carry on. It is very disheartening that it can be in your control but is not when you didn't try. "No, she is not changing, he is also not changing, they are definitely not changing at all. No no, Neither am I. Is you." we always say this to other to protect ourselves. So now do you wonder? who is the one who is changing? Is it the person that you have been saying is changing, or is it you who are changing? I don't care how others think of me, I don't care anymore. Neither do i care about what you think about them or how they think about this or that or what so ever. Every single day, there is someone celebrating their birthday and there is someone crying over for their love ones that had gone. Sound so wrong? A new life is born everyday yet someone have to go. Is out there in this world, yet we don't care. We just care for our own life, ourselves. Have you wonder how those people out there is dying and suffering? No. why? because we just don't care about how people dying out there and just care for how others think about us. There is war out there that we don't know, there is people suffering in many ways that we can't imagine. I swear, If i got power, i definitely will do something about it. I swear. xlauraaaa don't say that I'm changing because you have changed. Friday, May 7, 2010 @ 11:34 PM
I don't care anymore. Life is getting harder each day and i don't like what is happening nowadays. I feel like bury myself with all those books. Life is just full of drama! I just wanted to build a room for myself with no door or window! because i really don't want to see what is happening outside! I know if i SEE something, I confirm will talk about it! Chemistry paper is no kick! why? because i have finish it for like 45 mins. why? because i don't know how to do! oh gosh! i really don't care much about science! Okay needed to force myself to study. Just like what those adults like to say "it's for your own good" It is! okay. i didn't study today! i was too tired. I will start studying now! :) xlauraaaa You can punch me, kill me, destory me. But i will still stand up until my very last breath Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 2:13 PM
Ren HAHA! i don't know why am i blogging everyday! okay okay. i got too much thing to share with everyone! and tell everyone the "FUN" about studying. Studying is fun! seriously but not exactly. Math paper 1 was okay. I think i do too fast! :( I even got the time to think about my s.s paper later on. S.S paper. oh dear. I'm been eating the s.s drug! yes, it's worth it... NOT! okay. the "DRUG" is powerful but too powerful that i can't stop my hand from writing! which mean... NO TIME FOR SB! how smart. Tomorrow is Chem! i haven start studying yet! BUT i'm going to. SOON! need a break now. I think when people grow older, we are able to see more thing about life. "Ren shi dan chun de". But the fact that we are living in a world that full of competition, everyone just started to think about themselves only. xlauraaaaaaa Because yesterday had gone and today i'm no longer the same. Wednesday, May 5, 2010 @ 9:19 PM
26 When people change, we just can't do anything about it but to face it. It just amaze me how a person from that can change to this. okay, this is the fact about life that we can't change it. we tend to drift apart from people when we get closer to another. This is the time when we find the person is changing... I went to study s.s after school for 3 hours! Study is really fun! HAHA i'm starting to fall in love with studying now. Not that i'm crazy! study outside make me feel like studying more. At home? mmm... hehehe. YOU SHOULD TRY! okay. s.s and math tomorrow. everyone is going nuts! all the best! xlauraaaa I promise. Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 10:06 PM
27 days "Studying is fun!" okay, seriously, hopefully by saying that it make me feel like studying and stop thinking studying is boring! Let's see how much "DRUG" i have sallow... HAHA. okay, 2 more reasons (4 factors) for Fall Of Venice and I'm done! writing...! okay haha. i really think I'm not studying. i think I'm just copying but at least i DID copy. we must learn not to hug Buddhist leg at the very last min! people, STUDYING STUDYING! I'm trying my best to think positive in life, please don't ruined it. I think when you have hope something very high, the more disappointment you will have. well, perhaps if you don't expect anything, there's no disappointment. xlauraaaaaa "unless you faint, puke or die if not keep going" Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 1:11 PM
Today you will see... Dear blogger, Tomorrow is Tuesday, which mean there's school tomorrow. KILL ME. i still got this and that and this haven do. yes, so tell me again, why am i still using com. i totally sux. i feel like NOT doing anything for my art! not because i don't want to (somehow) but i really have no idea what to draw! nothing is in my mind now. BLANK! B-L-A-N-K! and my art exam is like ... next week? oh dear oh dear. oh dead! there is even a better news! my O level Chinese exam is in this month! after doing the prelim 1 i was so proud of myself for using the whole 4 page of papers! after going for a break i totally feel like I'm so going to fail my Chinese because others used 6 PAGE OF PAPERS! okay, this is totally not helping. i really need to improve my English and Chinese, do something to my science and art and study harder for my math and comb human! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! so depress now. Dear 5As : Study hard this time! xlauraaaaaaaaaaaa I'm trying to ignore, trying to pretend, trying to get this out of my mind. because nothing going to stop me now. Sunday, May 2, 2010 @ 11:35 AM
It don't make sense how it make sense.  Seriously, all i can think of is exam exam exam. I'm so going to screw my art exam paper! i haven even do a single drawing. yes yes, kill me please, slap me, punch me and wake me up. Okay so not helping! I'm suppose to study now now now and do my art now now now! why can't studying be more fun? I'm going to eat my S.S textbook for lunch! but it's just so hard to digest. ohhh did i mention that, IT'S MICHELLE'S BIRTHDAY! =DD and yes, most important is, TOMORROW IS HOLIDAY! no school, no exam. IT'S A BREAK! but not a study break! tell me again, why am i still blogging? i sux. xlauraaaaaaaaaaaa why do people love thinking life is complicated? how the hell does revenge and hate get into our life when we are only a student? yes, tell me more about it. |