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Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 7:32 PM
12 days I wanted be stronger, much more stronger than who i am right now. I wanted to have the right to dream, dream like how others always do. Chinese Os is only 12 days away, i wanted to score, not just a B but a A. . I wanted to smile like I tio 4D at the end of the day when I'm looking at my result. I don't want to cry and show how weak i am, and saying words that regret. Lastly, I don't like being alone. I don't want myself to score or pass this by myself, I want the whole world celebrate with me with this joy and share it together. So study hard! and prove those who look down on you wrong, and those who support you right. Today is not a good day! I had a tired day and stomach ache! because it's my first/second day. I got back all my result. Shock? surprise? disappointment? regret? sad? happy? Taking back the result is always a mixed feeling. I expected for art due to my nonsense prep and sci for not studying. Disappointment in Math and comb human. Regret for not doing much more when i know i need to, and of course, sad come in. I'm shock and surprise for my language papers, for passing, and yes. happy come in with a uneasy feeling. Because just passing is danger, I can only say myself is lucky. anyway, study hard everyone! for your Os! :) xlauraaaaaaaaa Not that i don't want to fall in love, is that i can't because that heart that once belong to me, is gone at the same day when u left. |