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Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 7:53 PM
How i wished, I'm still a kid. Remember when my mother wasn't there with me, i was so afraid. Remember how i snatched the toys away from my sister and played silly game with my cousins Remember how i used to run around like some crazy little girl. But I'm 17 now. I no longer afraid to be alone, I no longer snatching toys with my sister, I no longer playing silly game that i used to think it's fun, because i am 17. Remember when i first entered my pri school, one of the pri 5 senior taught me how to buy food. Remember how i used to say i friend you, i don't friend you. Remember the way i played catching with my friends. But I'm 17 now. I'm too old to play catching, I wouldn't say i don't friend you, i say f**k you, I don't need anyone to teach me how to buy food, no, not anymore. Remember when i was sec 1, and think, that's goes my pri school. Remember how scared and shy i was, toward my seniors and teachers. Remember the first HSM came out, everyone in the school was singing. But I'm 17 now. I'm the most senior in the school, I wasn't shy, I wasn't scared, the feeling just no longer there. Words just came out from my mouth, climbing and running here and there without afraid of falling, doing things that i don't ever think i will, dare to dream and believing in a fairytales. but hey, I'm 17 now. I don't run and climb around like a monkey, because i know i may fall. I have to think before i speak, and doing things with doubt, wondering, can i make it? and i'm no longer believe in a fairy tales. because i'm 17 So how much do you remember? how you used to smile and laugh without worrying anything. I just want to be a kid. That is where everything started, and this is how everything ended, because i'm 17 now. xlauraaaaaaaaaaa. |