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Thursday, September 23, 2010 @ 9:59 PM
I'm weird, but i'm not wrong. My heartbeat is racing, I think i could heard it loud and clear. My heart sank, when thousand of thoughts running through my mind. I remembered, I still remember, but it's just a memory after all. My hands were cold and it were shivering, there was a tons of weight hanging on my legs that i couldn't go forward, I tried to walk, I ran, but I stopped in the end. My eyes were red, I felt run down after all those time, even before i closed my eyes, I remembered, I still remember, the memories that keep flashing back... But it's just a memory after all, it's fading, i can't remember anymore. how i used to... I just can't remember anymore. Memories are fading, the feeling is gone, bring me back, teach me and help me so i could recall back... how it feel to be happy again. I want my smile back. Can you hear it? They were dancing, singing and cheering My contemporaries were celebrating, making funny noise, acting like a little monkey, Can you see it? I can, I was watching, but i sudeenly forgot... I forget, forget how it was supposed to be, when i was happy, when i smiled, when i laughed from the bottom of my heart. I forget how to be happy again, so bring me back, teach me and help me. so i could be happy again. I'm gonna be fine. Sunday, September 19, 2010 @ 10:16 PM
32 DAYS TO GO. STUDY HARD EVERYONE! :)) xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaa it doesn't matter how far you are, as long as i know u are somewhere there, it's enough, that's enough. Wednesday, September 8, 2010 @ 8:52 PM
 I think soon my hair is going to stand up like this crazy cat! well, although i still find myself quite slack, but my mental is super stress up right now. I keep thinking that i have no enough time! It's like the time is now running every single second Okay. I need to let my brain to relax now. Someone please teach me how to meditate. xlauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Saturday, September 4, 2010 @ 8:45 PM
Dream hehe. did i talk about going Beijing? oh yes! after going Beijing i wanted to go Europe to study! :) And travel around the world. I wanted to go places like Egypt, I wonder by then the Pyramids will still be there anot and Venice too. Hope Venice will not drown. and and and Africa! :)   hehe. but FIRST! i shall go study for my Os. Well, those wishes may not come true, but at least i try, and dream about it. No harm dreaming right? LET'S DREAM BIG TOGETHER! and LET'S WORK HARD TOGETHER FOR THIS. I WANT TO TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD! Someone please pay me to do that! :) xlauraaaaaaaaa Maybe life just about how you think it is. Wednesday, September 1, 2010 @ 12:51 PM
 If i have the money, i wanted to go Beijing one day, and stay there for one year! oh pls, i am not crazy! :) I just feel like studying in Beijing, to bush up my Chinese and understand the culture! and I find China history very interesting too. hehe. I wanted to know more about three kingdoms. AHHHH! okay okay. i shall study hard for my Os so i can go Beijing! :) hehe xlauraaaaaaaaaaaa |