HELLO! =DD
skool todae was not so gd.
i went home at 3rd period, actually,
stomach not really that pain but don't feel lik staying so went home =D
oh gosh i'm bored.
i wan to study, but lazy.
i wan to draw art, but lazy.
so dead.
hehe.
life is so complicated and i finally realize who really care.
i noe ppl love following the flow, so it's okay.
i'm not going to do anything, becoz i can't anyway.
but, don't act lik u care if u don't
thx hee jin and shuey to be there always.
thx germaine for asking .
thx khai, jit, hannah, hakkim, sharen, jordan, sili, colleen for caring.
thx matthew and chirstina for asking me to take care
oh, and thx mrs low for being a great and caring teacher =D
i don't blame u guys if one day, u guys ignore me.
but thx u guys for everything.
ppl that i thought will be there for me is actually the one who don't seem to care at all,
while ppl that i nv thought that they will be caring and stuff is actually the one who be there for me.
i nv once said wat happened isn't my fault.
okay, i shall reply the letter that rina and li ping wrote.
first, i don't deny that li ping i gt tok abt u.
but, not the part that u are tinking that i am and i didn't show u a fuck face.
if i really did, i show to the rest too.
den on wed, i didn't attitude u first.
u the one who dun understand wat i'm / mr lee was saying, den u attitude me, before i attitude u.
and it make until is all my fault.
u said u not my dog, i didn't even treat u this way, when did i treat u lik a dog?
u attitude me can, but i attitude u, u said that i'm treating u lik a dog?
and rina chua, don't said until trying to knock some sense into my mind.
becoz whenever there thing happened, it is impossible to be just one person fault.
u r not right neither.
u dare to say u nv ps me?
yes i'm not happy, u said u tok to me nicely and i show face, act mute?
hello, i show the attitude that i show to everyone.
u can ask the rest too, don't make until i'm just showing both of u attitude.
on thu art lesson i nv tok to u?
i did, is u r the one who don't really wan to tok to me.
u asked me am i angry or not, i said no.
u dun believe and tink that i am, so wat do u wan me to do?
i didn't tok to u, i didn't tok to the rest.
others tok to me, i den tok to them.
but did u tok to me lik the way they did?
i didn't blame u guys, yet u guys blame me.
when i tok, u guys said i irritating, when i don't u guys said i attitude.
so no matter wat happen is just my fault?
so everyone is right.
u guys nv owe me anything, i don't owe u guys anything too.
u guys can contiune dislike me and stuff, said i attitude or wat so ever.
or even ask everyone don't be friend with me, or even gossip abt me behind,
den be it. becoz there is nothing i can do.
neither do i wish thing to be lik this
and this is how i feel for this 3 and more years.
instead of saying that i'm your friend, i feel more lik a replacement for everything and everyone.
i didn't said it out long ago, becoz i noe thing lik this will happen, and i noe no one will side me.
but now i realize how dumb i am to think so,
i maybe not anyone or anything but at least i am who i am.
sorry for what happened, sorry for everything.
i tink u guys dun ever wan to tok to me, i tink,
but is okay now.

xlaura.
just like a white paper, it tear easily,
but at least it will not change colour.

HELLO! =DD
skool todae was not so gd.
i went home at 3rd period, actually,
stomach not really that pain but don't feel lik staying so went home =D
oh gosh i'm bored.
i wan to study, but lazy.
i wan to draw art, but lazy.
so dead.
hehe.
life is so complicated and i finally realize who really care.
i noe ppl love following the flow, so it's okay.
i'm not going to do anything, becoz i can't anyway.
but, don't act lik u care if u don't
thx hee jin and shuey to be there always.
thx germaine for asking .
thx khai, jit, hannah, hakkim, sharen, jordan, sili, colleen for caring.
thx matthew and chirstina for asking me to take care
oh, and thx mrs low for being a great and caring teacher =D
i don't blame u guys if one day, u guys ignore me.
but thx u guys for everything.
ppl that i thought will be there for me is actually the one who don't seem to care at all,
while ppl that i nv thought that they will be caring and stuff is actually the one who be there for me.
i nv once said wat happened isn't my fault.
okay, i shall reply the letter that rina and li ping wrote.
first, i don't deny that li ping i gt tok abt u.
but, not the part that u are tinking that i am and i didn't show u a fuck face.
if i really did, i show to the rest too.
den on wed, i didn't attitude u first.
u the one who dun understand wat i'm / mr lee was saying, den u attitude me, before i attitude u.
and it make until is all my fault.
u said u not my dog, i didn't even treat u this way, when did i treat u lik a dog?
u attitude me can, but i attitude u, u said that i'm treating u lik a dog?
and rina chua, don't said until trying to knock some sense into my mind.
becoz whenever there thing happened, it is impossible to be just one person fault.
u r not right neither.
u dare to say u nv ps me?
yes i'm not happy, u said u tok to me nicely and i show face, act mute?
hello, i show the attitude that i show to everyone.
u can ask the rest too, don't make until i'm just showing both of u attitude.
on thu art lesson i nv tok to u?
i did, is u r the one who don't really wan to tok to me.
u asked me am i angry or not, i said no.
u dun believe and tink that i am, so wat do u wan me to do?
i didn't tok to u, i didn't tok to the rest.
others tok to me, i den tok to them.
but did u tok to me lik the way they did?
i didn't blame u guys, yet u guys blame me.
when i tok, u guys said i irritating, when i don't u guys said i attitude.
so no matter wat happen is just my fault?
so everyone is right.
u guys nv owe me anything, i don't owe u guys anything too.
u guys can contiune dislike me and stuff, said i attitude or wat so ever.
or even ask everyone don't be friend with me, or even gossip abt me behind,
den be it. becoz there is nothing i can do.
neither do i wish thing to be lik this
and this is how i feel for this 3 and more years.
instead of saying that i'm your friend, i feel more lik a replacement for everything and everyone.
i didn't said it out long ago, becoz i noe thing lik this will happen, and i noe no one will side me.
but now i realize how dumb i am to think so,
i maybe not anyone or anything but at least i am who i am.
sorry for what happened, sorry for everything.
i tink u guys dun ever wan to tok to me, i tink,
but is okay now.

xlaura.
just like a white paper, it tear easily,
but at least it will not change colour.