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Thursday, September 23, 2010 @ 9:59 PM
I'm weird, but i'm not wrong. My heartbeat is racing, I think i could heard it loud and clear. My heart sank, when thousand of thoughts running through my mind. I remembered, I still remember, but it's just a memory after all. My hands were cold and it were shivering, there was a tons of weight hanging on my legs that i couldn't go forward, I tried to walk, I ran, but I stopped in the end. My eyes were red, I felt run down after all those time, even before i closed my eyes, I remembered, I still remember, the memories that keep flashing back... But it's just a memory after all, it's fading, i can't remember anymore. how i used to... I just can't remember anymore. Memories are fading, the feeling is gone, bring me back, teach me and help me so i could recall back... how it feel to be happy again. I want my smile back. Can you hear it? They were dancing, singing and cheering My contemporaries were celebrating, making funny noise, acting like a little monkey, Can you see it? I can, I was watching, but i sudeenly forgot... I forget, forget how it was supposed to be, when i was happy, when i smiled, when i laughed from the bottom of my heart. I forget how to be happy again, so bring me back, teach me and help me. so i could be happy again. I'm gonna be fine. |